Today, I'm gonna talk about faith.
I know. I know. I'm not exactly one who should be talking about faith. I am as good a representative for my own faith and religion as Jimmy Choo is for Bata slippers. I guess it's because I've spent a good deal of my youth exploring the boundaries of the moral spheres of this world.
And in many ways I'm still exploring them, only I'm no longer exploring just the boundaries. I guess I've spent a lot of my life exploring things, pushing limits and taking in new experiences - both good and bad ones. Undeniably, I love exploring.
But the sad truth is that most explorers are seen as unreliable, morally-questionable individuals. Moving from one experience to another, they never seem constant or dedicated. I am not finding reasons or excuses for things I've done.
I must tell you, exploring is very, very fun stuff. And I don't know if anybody would ever believe me when I say this, but I want to settle, and I want to be a dedicated friend, son, brother and boyfriend.
I'm going to KL by myself and I'm going to find my family there.
And after that, I'm going to come back to Rachael (:
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