Surat Rasmi

Suff says: I present to you a wonderful, moving piece of writing by one of the most beautiful minds I know, that of ZTML.
Insult of the day: Your mama's so fat that when she gets on the weighing scale, it says ' To be continued'


When you love someone and it goes to waste, could it be worse?

How are you?
Its really been a while since i ever heard from you.
I hope you'll get over your semi-final loss.
I would love to be there for you, when you needed me most
In times of loss, sorrow or despair, i would love to be by your side
I would love to sit beside you, listen to you and let your head lean on my shoulders
I would want you to know that someone cares
And i care
I care for you so much that sometimes i forget about myself
Maybe i'm just plain stupid or
maybe i just love you too much
I know how hard life has been for you
Hence, the more i want to be
your pillar of strength
your source of comfort
your fountain of love and so much more

On this island, i think a lot
and you occupy my mind most of the time
I keep thinking about possibilities yet i told myself not to hope
With hope comes expectations
With expectations comes failures
With failures come disappointment
I've been down that road too many times
I hope to get into uni
I hope to be with you
But no one can survive on a diet of hope
Hope is never enough
and when all hope is lost, thats when reality strikes you most
and boy does it hurt

I long for you
I long for your presence
your embrace
your smile
your kiss
your hug
your scent
your love
your everything
yet i cannot do anything about it

I know you're not thinking of me right now
I know you're more than happy with the way things are going right now
It is what you've ever wanted

So why am i still thinking of you?
Still hoping
Still wanting
Still longing
I don't know.
To love is wonderful
To be loved is the greatest feeling of all
And my greatest wish is for that one person to give me these feeling just like i always thought she had
Yet i know its impossible

I make myself look like a fool by writing all this
My best friends will be disappointed in me for still feeling this way
Its not that i don't care
but my feelings for her have always been true
My love, genuine
My care, sincere

With tears in my eye
With an aching in my heart
Yours truly,
ztml
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep

PS :I don't wish to gain anything from writing all this

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I saw her today and ...

My eyes never left her for a moment
It was like seeing her for the very first time
There and then, i fell in love with her all over again

I did not do anybody any justice by feeling that way
but then again she was...Wow